today is day2.

i think i'm so silly
hahaha
oh wells.

quite bothered this two days.
this is bad.
i've got many many work to do
i've got training to concentrate for.
and i've got time over this nonsense.
hahh crap.


learnt sth from the show last night!
Te quiero.
iloveyou in spanish!
woooah
haha

never allow someone to be your priority
while allowing yourself to be their option.
this is
self respect

an option is different from an alternative.

okayy.
back to gp magazine.
talking about gluttony.
hahahah

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i feel like im in the extreme corner of the world you'd ever find.
totally out of place.
& just not myself.

i don't know what's running through my mind.
frustration overruled me so easily.
which in fact,
i'm most annoyed by none other than,
myself.

i lost the ability to express myself.
all i can do is an awkward smile
everything just went so wrong.

it may be paranoia.

i lost the faith,
the trust,
the conviction,
that i am a worthy friend.
when my dearest buddy walked far away.

i started this post
not even knowing what exactly am i troubled about.
the workload,
or
whatsoever.

but,
now i know.






i feel like sleeping for three days straight.
when i need to humour no one.

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